dreams

i've been dreaming of it lately.. again.. twice in just a matter of days. i really dont know why. i cant explain. they say that when you think about something too much, you sometimes carry it to your sleep. but this is not true for my case. in fact, im not even thinking about anything like that. so i really am in awe why all this dreams are coming now.

i remember that i used to have these dreams before. before that darn thing happened. it was like a premonition. now, is it meant to be a sign again? that something bad is gonna happen? i hope not. i dont want to be a paranoid worrying about it. i dont want something to burden me now. im ok with my life. things are going quite well.

but then i just cant ignore it. there must be a reason why it is happening. aaahhh! i dont know what to do. i dont want to think about it but when i remember it, i start to feel afraid.. afraid that it might happen again.